I have been on my modified schedule for 3 days now. In my search for rest I am putting all my hope into the simple idea that a modified schedule will be enough for me to fill my tanks and get ready for the next season at McDougal Chapel.
I was out for a bit of a hike today and got to try the snowshoes I borrowed from our local library. I really wanted to spend time during the beginning of this revised schedule thinking and pondering. So on my little hike of 4 km, I had a word pop into my head.
DETOX
Now, I have never been in a detox facility before and do not have any draw towards substances but there are probably things in my life that are toxic. I really do not fully know what they are but I can probably make a good guess. So as I was out walking about I allowed myself to consider areas that may be toxic in my life.
Here are some things I came up with and I may need eliminate some of not all.
- Certain people could be toxic in my life
- Clutter in my life could be toxic
- Social Media / technology is certainly toxic. What would it take to turn off my electronics at 8 PM as part of a work rhythm?
- My diet could be toxic
- Comparing myself to others
- Worrying can be toxic - yes, I do every day!
As I looked at this list I realize I am smart enough to know that if a person were to clean house on all these areas it would leave me pretty empty. Imagine turning off technology at 8 pm every night and then have nothing to replace that time with? It would be a recipe for disaster. So something or some task or some person has to replace the detoxification of the above areas.
So here is what I came up with.
- Make sure I surround myself with people who feed into me
- Organize myself better - that is exactly why I am doing a garage renovation in two months. I have so much junk and clutter.
- Replace late evening electronics with a new book or an old book. Or with a productive project.
- No more fast foods and stop drinking any soda. It never makes me feel good anyways.
- Instead of comparing myself to others, pay attention to how God has made me. Rest in that truth and assurance.
- It is pretty clear that worrying is toxic. So the alternative is to rest fully in Jesus and let Him lead. I do that by spending more time with HIM.
So that was my walk today. I woke up extra contemplative so it was not hard to work through some of this stuff. It is somewhat scary to consider a DETOX like this. Yet my revised schedule at McDougal Chapel has come at just the right time to see if I can make a dent in these areas.
I will keep you all posted. And please - share your comments!! I would love to know your thoughts on this area.
2 thoughts stood out to me: 1st, the concept of healthy rhythms and 2nd, the need to replace toxic things/habits/people with healthy things/habits/people. Healthy rhythms are a form of self-care where you create a life from which you do not need or want to escape. For me this looks like limiting commitments and ensuring I get to regularly do things that feed my soul. I have found that scheduling these items in conjunction with my husband to be helpful to ensure I actually do them!
ReplyDeleteI am taking Lent to do a careful think, and to pray about, the role that screen technology and social and news media should play in my life. During this time I am not accessing Facebook or online news. As I hoped this has resulted in more time for prayer and contemplation of God's Word. Next to God is always a good place to be!